"Gray" by Black La Bel

"On a fateful night, Collette and I found ourselves surrounded by four thugs. It was the night that we would make sex for the first time. We were both mere teens. Yes, I would lose my virginity that night, but not with Collette. Instead, I was subdued by Gray. Collette and I never spoke about that night again. We went on with our life and we got married, and relocated to Africa. But my path would cross again with him; there in the wilderness. He would ignite in me once more what he had seeded so many years before. I had longed for him. I was unable to refuse him."